I can relate to this. I felt this way after Paul died. I don't feel this way now. I am determined, perpetually.
Why I cried
A pair of Senators have reached a deal "in principle" that could undo Donald Trump's executive order to halt payments that subsidize health care, and temporarily protect Obamacare. - Courtesy of ABC News: *Less than a week after President Donald Trump signed an executive order to halt government payments that subsidize insurance plans ...
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